and everything is better,

better then before. form now on things will be more amazing then fried peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. till the end of time. forever, when ever, where ever.

I'm glad to hear things are going better.
Things are going way better for me today.
Haha.
Only certain people know what I'm talking about though.

well that's good.

Yeah, not to be cliched but...
Yesterday was the most shitty day of my life.

for me it was the day before that. but shit happens. and everything that happen yesterday is now in the past, today is a new day to start all over and the next day is like a second chance.

Yeah, you speak the truth.
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Today is a new day.
I'm glad it is way brighter than yesterday.
It makes me feel better about myself.

well that's good,

just a little reminder: the first person you should try to make happy before any body else is your self.

think of that as a tip of the day kinda thing, lol.

Haha.
That is a good tip for me.
I never try to make myself happy.
Just try to please the others around me.

yeah that's how i am. but after a while i learned that i do like to care about other before myself, but it is my life, and it's harder to make others happy when your not happy yourself. you dig?

Yeah, that is true.
I'm glad I have younger people who are way smarter than myself to speak to.
Haha.
I just seem to not have much common sense for my age.

it's not that at all, just people deal with all kinds of crazy things. some good and some very bad. people make mistakes and they learn from them. but every body does it in different ways. just like how people take they're anger out in different ways, some people punch walls, some keep it all in, and some cry. you are who you are, and life makes who you are. by the things that happen and the after effects on it. you know? you can learn alot about life, just by learning alot about others and what they have to say/what they've been threw. believe me on this on.

Wow.
You are rather deep.
I don't know if anyone has told you that before.
And, you are right.
Thanks.
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your welcome, and ive been told that a couple of times. some people say i think to much, but when i sit down and think about my life and others, i come across alot of good advice.

It isn't bad to sit and think a lot.
It is actually a good thing.
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yeah i think so too, cause with all the free time i have on my hands i tend to think a super lot about everything and anything, and thinking can solve alot.

Yeah, that is true.
I have a lot of time on my hands as well.
But, I usually don't tend to think about much.
But, sometimes.

yeah,
if im not on the internet, smoking a cigarette, or with my sister, bffl, or my feince im normally writing something. if it's a poem or a song. and i also paint. so thinking kinda comes in hand.

Wow.
You are a pretty good writer.
Or, so I thought from what you posted.
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On a side note:
Everyone seems to be smoking nowadays.

totally, there are tons of people that smoke that i never knew did. it's crazy. i started the bad habit at a young age, but then again im still young. so yeah.

Yeah, it's a bad habit.
My momma smokes, so I don't see a reason why I should.
They smell god-awful and my clothes reak of cig smoke all the time.
So, I don't see any reason to put myself in a worse position with it.

yeah i dig, im trying to stop but ive been saying that for awhile, but one day i will.

Yeah, that is the way my mom was.
She started when she was 14.
And now she is 33.
And has been smoking non-stop since.
She says she will always stop.
But, she never does.
It is better to attempt to stop as soon as possible.
It will be difficult yes, but you will lengthen your life though.
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i know i will, i dont smoke as much as i use to anymore, and even when i get a pack i share, so i dont smoke it all you know. that has to be a start some how.

Haha.
I suppose a small start.
But, you are whittling others lives away too.
But, I suppose it is a hard habit to break.
I wish you luck in quitting.
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it is.